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Leaving dA - for a while.

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 18, 2011, 9:08 AM


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Hi folks, who have time to read my journal!
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First of all, excuse me if there will be some ugly words in it. I'm too angry. :-x Actually, not. I'm FURIOUS. :furious:

Well, times got crazier than I thought. I love deviantART, because I can learn a lot from people and from special artists. I love admire these artists, give them advices if they ask for one. I love to chat with you guys, and to play with my photohunt friends (:blowkiss:).
But on the other hand every day I get a bunch of rudeness from dA members which I don't think I deserve. They speak with me disrespectful, like they were my boss or something (no, it isn't just one person, it's like 10-12.), which is very tiring to me to answer with patience. I'm not a calm, and quiet person who can bear with anything, sorry. Well, let's just say: I'm not strong enough.
These are mostly in the groups I'm contributing, and I really don't want to give up these, because I love them, so this is why I've decided to take a break and I won't care about anything but own art, my own improvement. I won't delete my account, I'll be around, invisible. I'll write features, I'll fave your amazing works, but I can't do more. (I hope it will not last long.)

I have had enough of the smart-asses, the boss-likes, who think they're my mothers that they tell me what to do, I'm full of orders, and full of the direspect they show to me.

Gosh!

I'm like you, I'm nothing less, so please, please, be fair to me and don't blame anything on me to which I have nothing to do! :-x



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NEWS STUFF
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Except from the above.

:bulletgreen: The Christmas Contest's winners are in judging, you don't have to wait so long, don't worry! :la:

:bulletgreen: The theme for my application is announced, and I'm superscared. :crying:

:bulletgreen: I have a new camera on the way! I can't wait to hold it! :eager:

:bulletgreen: :pat:
(this is unimportant)


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DEVIOUS HIGHLIGHT
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:star: Jay-Jusuf :star:

Lonely Angel by Jay-Jusuf

An indonesian portrait photographer, who I found in portrait-to-us. He has breathtaking portraits, and the most surprising thing is that he’s almost unseen! The first thing which caught me about his works is the unusual settings and focusing, and those beautiful colors! He definetely deserves the attention of others.

Feel Emptiness by Jay-Jusuf Empty by Jay-Jusuf I See You There by Jay-Jusuf
Waiting in Vain by Jay-Jusuf I've been Waiting.. by Jay-Jusuf Despair by Jay-Jusuf Just Loneliness by Jay-Jusuf
Lost by Jay-Jusuf I'm Wait by Jay-Jusuf Charming by Jay-Jusuf


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FEATURE
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to wait expectantly by nurtanrioven In my dreams I can see you by mehrmeer Lustre II by livvvv17
Portal to a fairytail by Krakev autumn by mistinesseye :thumb169818953:
The Survivors by Katerina423 Tania and the son by Marhiao at the metro station by torobala
waitin4springI by marymarycherry :thumb192659277: Creation Myths of the World by freemax :thumb190946590:
:thumb169818953: the sky is falling by jyoujo cold light of the morning- III by narcissagrey
Home Tree VII infrared... by MichiLauke

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:iconzseliakiraly:
zseliakiraly Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Ne menj!!! Nem tudunk nélküled élni!
:petting:

Most kinek az ötlete alapján fotózzak??
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:iconlivvvv17:
livvvv17 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011
köszi ,h megtisztelsz ezzel !
a témában meg veled vagyok ... :pat:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011   Photographer
Nagyon szívesen, meg köszönöm is. :blushes:
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:icongpstrider:
GPStrider Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Sok erőt, kitartást türelmet kívánok neked! :salute:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011   Photographer
Köszönöm. :salute:

:pat:
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:iconthexdarkestxmoment:
ThexDarkestxMoment Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Student Writer
Is there somewhere else where I can follow your art? You are truly a talented artist.
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
I won't delete my account, just have a little break. Although I have flickr too, but I upload there my 365 photos. If you're interested, just check this [link] . This is not that interesting, but maybe you find something in here.
And the most important: I'm so thankful for your support. :hug:
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:iconthexdarkestxmoment:
ThexDarkestxMoment Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Student Writer
Oh, that's a relief. I will definitely check out the flickr. I've been meaning to make one myself anyway. ^^
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011   Photographer
Flickr is a good place, although I don't like it that much as I like dA. It's far more difficult there to talk with people and there's no way to support them. :/
Well, I hope you like mine, but it's not just an accident that those photos are not on dA. :dummy:
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:iconthexdarkestxmoment:
ThexDarkestxMoment Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011  Student Writer
Thanks for the heads up. ^^
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:iconkrakev:
Krakev Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Omg, thank you so much ~
I appreciate it very much, and thank you again!
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Any time, you're most welcome. :)
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:iconnurtanrioven:
nurtanrioven Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
:heart:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
:)
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:iconmarhiao:
Marhiao Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Professional Artist
thank you ^_^
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
You're welcome.
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:icontorobala:
torobala Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
köszönöm!
tényleg szép portrék. és szép képek.
ki kell zárni a hülyéket.
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Igazán nincsmit, Balázs. Imádom a munkáidat, te is tudod! :)
A hülyéket majd ezalatt az egy hét alatt kizárom. Legalábbis megpróbálom. :)
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:iconviktike:
viktike Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
én is megijedtem, h elhagysz :(
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Pedig sose tenném. te vagy basszus az egyetlen founder aki nem köcsög. Te vagy a legkedvencebb kedvencem. :hug:
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:iconviktike:
viktike Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
:) najo, azért bertikét is sorold ide+ ő is founder :) vagy ő köcsög? :D
de miért, ki köcsög a founderek közül?
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Berti az más, tudja hogy nagyon imádom. :) Ő nem is veszi magára, hogy miatta nem akarok tevékenykedni. EZT KÉNE TENNED NEKED IS!! :D
De akkor ezúton közlöm, hogy a köcsög csaj miatt nem vagyok most egy pár napig a portrait-to-usban sem. :(
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:iconviktike:
viktike Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
:( megverem..
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:iconpokszi:
pokszi Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011
nem lájk
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Pedig neked ott van még a flickr is. :P
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:iconpokszi:
pokszi Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011
belőled sosenem elég :p :D
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Mert hüle vagy. :D :glomp:
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:iconpokszi:
pokszi Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011
xD :hug:
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:iconmrchopichong:
MrChopiChong Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
:noes:

:hug:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
:tighthug:
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:iconstarlightkisses:
StarlightKisses Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Maybe you could make a new account to throw the mean people off?
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
I don't want to delete tis one because of the premium membership: this allows me to do journal featured which I love to do because I love to help people to get some attention. I just need a break from the groups, I guess, and everyone who's messing with me. It's obvious, that those who wrote here, are not in these people. :hug:
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:iconstarlightkisses:
StarlightKisses Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Ohhh yeah. Premium. I noticed the journal skin. Well there ARE a lot of a trolls on DA, just saying. Some people hate on here just to feel better about the fact that they don't have as much creativity.
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011   Photographer
I didn't know that, there are so many trolls. :O It was a very unpleasant surprise for me. :/
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:iconstarlightkisses:
StarlightKisses Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah definitely. There are people that create accounts on here JUST for trolling and then they steal artwork.
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:iconnarcissagrey:
narcissagrey Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
már majdnem megijedtem, hogy végleg kilépsz... ^^; de azért egy hét is sok idő. ne is foglalkozz a sok idiótával, sajnos belőlük is akad bőven a DA-n.
:huggle: köszönöm hogy az én képemet is beraktad :D egész úgy érzem hogy eltűnik a többi jobbnál-jobb munka között :ashamed:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Dehogy tűnik el! Szerintem ott a helye, és kész. :)
Nem, ahhoz nincs elég erőm, hogy végleg elmenjek, sose voltam jó otthagyásban semmilyen téren. :aww:
Egyébként én sokáig azt hittem, hogy az idióták dAn nem is léteznek. Olyanok voltak mint a tündérek a mesében: hallottam róluk de eggyel se találkoztam. Most meg jönnek csőstül. :|
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:iconnarcissagrey:
narcissagrey Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
én is így voltam vele egy darabig :D aztán rájöttem, hogy nemcsak hogy vannak még itt is, de napról-napra nő a számuk. :no:
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:iconhungarou:
hungarou Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Traditional Artist
Legalább adj meg lécci pár usert akit seggbe lehet/kell rúgni.
Szabadidőmben szívesen küldök nekik egy-két kéretlen "szerelmes levelet" ;) :devilish:
Mellesleg emiatt felesleges itt hagyni a DA-t. Vagy jelented őket valamelyik adminnak, vagy küldd el őket a búsba mindenféle kertelés nélkül. :shrug:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Annyira aranyos vagy. :) Az a baj, hogy a bajaim nem a csoport tagjaival vannak, hanem magukkal az adminokkal. És mivel nagyon szeretek segíteni, meg kritikát írni nekik meg ilyenek, nem szívesen hagynám ott a csoportot. De kell egy kis idő mire visszaállok a kedves Lucára. ;)
dA-ról már csak a premiumom miatt se törlöm magam, éppen eleget jelent nekem ez a része (is).
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:iconhungarou:
hungarou Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Traditional Artist
huhh :D
Akkor csak félreértettem a szöveget...
:hug:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
Az nem baj, jogos, miért nem írok magyarul? :D Mindegy, azok akikre ki vagyok akadva legalább el tudják olvasni, ha egyszer feltűnik nekik, hogy nem vagyok sehol.
:tighthug:
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:iconhungarou:
hungarou Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011   Traditional Artist
értem én, amúgy az én angol tudásom kicsit hiányos, de ez az én bajom :D
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o0oLUXo0o Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011
Luca, You have the same frustrations a lot of admins have. poorly run groups will burn out admins very fast. Its best to leave the groups, rather than leave DA. there are other groups and Other places to share your work. You and I have talked about all the Drama that comes with groups. hell it was Drama that got us talking in the first place. so know that I understand what your saying and my advise to you would be Do what you been doing. focus on your work and the other things that make you happy here on DA. if you let the other stuff get to you then it will be all bad all the time and after you leave you will be back starting over and making new friends and re-posting your work. so cut out the middle man and just stop messing with the ones that make you unhappy. :hug:
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
I think you're the one in this case who can understand my situation. (Mostly because I was the 'smart-ass boss' who 'was freaking' - I hope it was not this bad, it's true that this was the point when we started to talk and I'm thankful because of that.)
Thank you for your advice. I don't want to delete my account because of my premium membership, but for some time I don't feel like doing anything for groups, or submitting anything to here. Well, this is kind of breaking my self-confidence.
I'll mess with them. Promise. :hug:
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o0oLUXo0o Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011
I do understand.. as i said just leave them alone for now. i walked away from All groups i was part of and it was only for one other group I'm admin in now that i even started going back to groups. my confidence was getting trashed and all i wanted to do was learn. so the right group will give you the right support and the wrong ones will burn you down. keep showing off your work taking the feedback and moving on.

Let me know if i can help.
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:iconbucikah:
Bucikah Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011   Photographer
Understood, sir. :salute: :aww:
I don't care about groups any more. I'll select the ones I want to be a member, and I'll leave them. (Except the ones in which I'm contributing - that's far more difficult to me to do. )
(Well, this morning I'm in a much better mood than yesterday.)
But I have to tell you, you're an amazing friend, Brian. I'm so very thankful for you.
You know that I always ask for help, so don't worry, this will not change in the future.
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o0oLUXo0o Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2011
I hope Not Kiddo! Glad to hear your Doing better today!
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o0oLUXo0o Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011
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:iconmichilauke:
MichiLauke Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011   Photographer
You say you love (the art of) dA! This is the reason why we all are here. And this should be a reason to stay.

Don't care about some bad vibrations somewhere around. Look to the positive ones. If we all look more to the positive und put some lights on them the darkness will disappear automatically! :+favlove::+favlove::+favlove:
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